Thursday, October 25, 2007

Para sa tigpadangat ko digdi


Si tigpadangat ko kang yaon sya digdi

I told him before that whom he will love, I will also love.Everything that will make him happy, I


will cherish.Everything that will pain him, I will avoid.Everything that will make him sad, I will


pray for that he is spared that chalice.So I got acquainted with his mother and joined his



siblings.I invited him to my house:I was glad she asked for my mother's blessings and talked


with my siblings.I also started playing the guitar,to sing the songs written by my arthritic and


discordant heart.I bought a new camera so I will have photographs Ill keep, the ones I took of


him,the ones he took of me, and the photos of us both.I searched for the books, films which we


can watch, talk about until we grow old,until we anoint each other.When I heard you became his


girl,I was hurt but happy.How these two feelings can merge,perhaps show the way I love him.I


am glad he will open a new chapter in his life with you, apart from me.He has to grow even if it is


the start of my decline.Now that he has left you will not ask you how you feel,I already know


that, I've been there.But you can indeed come to me,let us meet in our love for him.I love you


not the way he loves you.I love you because let us hope that he also loved you.If you are already


numb or whatever tell me, more so the feeling of how it is to be loved, how it is to be cared for by
such a man which like him whom I have vowed to that whoever he will love, I will also love....
Hai mapagalon palan ang mag gibung blog na english...
hehe almost 3 day ko tig isip taz tig ayoz neu..
ubos pati si mga tgtago kong english...
Salamat sa Pagbasa...
Dios mabalos poh..
rhyz_rakiezt_

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